My first Reiki experience had a profound impact on me. Before I booked my first Reiki session, I was in a constant state of fatigue. I was also battling with PCOS and pre-diabetes (I still am). One day, I started to notice that Instagram had been promoting a Reiki advertisement to me very frequently. Like many people, at first I did not pay attention, but when something happens for more than three times, you start to pay more attention. I started to google ‘what is Reiki’, and, like most of my first time clients, only knowing it is a type of energy healing modality. But, what is energy healing? How is energy healed? Out of curiosity, I booked my first Reiki session. I appreciated that my Reiki practitioner Saira Ramirez, who is now my Reiki teacher, did not explain too much before the session, which helped me to keep an open mind. I lied down with a crystal eye mask and some crystals placements on my chakras. The music started. My mind was preoccupied with many thoughts: what if I did not feel anything? What would the outcome be? Does Reiki work or is it just woo woo? Having all these thoughts, I could sense that my Reiki practitioner was sometimes near my head and sometimes was by my side. In the middle of the session, suddenly, I felt my heart was ripped open. It sounds horrible but that was how I felt, my heart was open and something wanted to come out, something to be released. I wanted to cry, for no reason. Before Reiki I had been quite calm the whole week. I did not know why I wanted to cry. It was not a happy cry. It was more of a grieving or mourning feeling. It was also a sense of bitterness, bitterness due to being undervalued or, I was pushed/forced to pretend everything was okay. You see, it was a truly complex feeling. After a while, the sensation was gone. I was back to a calm state, like nothing had happened. The session finished. Saira told me that there were some past emotions stuck in my heart. Also, I should pay more attention to my root chakra. All of these were work related. She also suggested that I could look into past life if I want to investigate further. Saira was spot on about my work situation. As mentioned before, I was in a constant state of fatigue and burnout; part of it was because of my old job. It was mentally and physically consuming that I needed double the amount of time for a full recovery. I would not be surprised if my heart and root chakra were not balanced. However, this is not the end of my story. One night, I had a dream. I dream about a white car, driving on a swirling twirling road. It was driving steadily. Suddenly, the car started to race. It was racing on a straight road. There was no ending. It was extremely fast. It rushed straightforwards and, I woke up. My heart was pumping, as if I was in the race too. A vision came up. Yes, a vision, an image. I thought I was still dreaming but I was not. To confirm this, I turned on my bedside light. The vision was still here, right in front of me, up in the air. It was a labyrinth. It was white and there were some red bits under the labyrinth like flames. The flames were moving but the labyrinth did not move. The labyrinth existed for several seconds then it was gone. My heart was still pumping. My mind was puzzled. What just happened? Before this encounter, I was never able to see things that do not belong to our dimension. I was not clairvoyant in any way. I got up and searched what does a labyrinth mean as a symbol. From ancient times, it is used as a symbol for spiritual quest, a new beginning and inner growth. “A labyrinth is an ancient symbol that relates to wholeness. It combines the imagery of the circle and the spiral into a meandering but purposeful path. The Labyrinth represents a journey to our own center and back again out into the world.” From that moment, I deeply believed that this had something to do with Reiki; or, with me in contact with Reiki. I believe this is an inner calling for me to dive deeper into the world of Reiki. Soon after this interesting encounter, I determined to learn more about Reiki. I signed up for Reiki Level 1 training and subsequently Level 2 training and became a Reiki practitioner. One of the biggest take away after I practice Reiki is that Reiki is an act of compassion, compassion for others and compassion for myself. Despite the physical healing effects, I have noticed that Reiki has helped me to look within myself introspectively with compassion, which is something I was not able to do in the past. Reiki has helped me changed my perception of the world through the lens of compassion. Through (re)-discovering the compassion for myself, I learn how to treat others with genuine kindness. Just like the meaning of the labyrinth, with Reiki, I look within, with love to myself. Then I turn outwards, to love others. I am grateful that I found Reiki, or rather, Reiki found me. I experienced transformations physically, mentally and spiritually. This year marks the 100th year of Reiki and it means a lot to me that I am able to share this magical spiritual heritage through my service! “Reiki is love, Love is wholeness, Wholeness is balance, Balance is well being, Well being is freedom from disease.”– Dr. Mikao Usui